This is kinda hard and embarrassing for me to even type, a lot of stuff happened in the span of 2 years for me. And well most of my excuse to not posting on Deviantart anymore was due to my lack of self confidence. I have been drawing throughout the time but never posted anything because I thought, "its inconvenient right now and I have a lot to do." when really for some reason I was just afraid for being criticized when I use to be okay with it.

I now know that my self confidence began to decrease after a certain event happened that I right now am still trying to get over. I also kinda feel bad to ask if you guys are still watching me or read this, if you guys are still willing to see my work? I know it may seem dumb, but I've been so shy to the point where I hardly talk to anyone anymore. I hope to gain friendships again that I've lost, I hope I can be the person I knew and loved before.

I hope I can talk to all again real soon, I look forward to it